Just One Dream by Avery

Beat credit of 'Trillbeatz'. Lyrics: Where's our creativity gone it Seems like we pawned it For alcohol and somebody to bond with They lay in our arms as we watch reruns Of lazy TV moms Til we aren't responsive Pass judgement through our boxes Hold grudges so noxious Smoke smudges our optics Broke budget but covet our objects The heart is fabled We seek to keep clean and able Objectives serene when they aren't unstable Get sex tips from 'zines on the doctors table Next in the seat texting a greeting sending a tweet connection is fleeting Flex wince repeat To make ends meet but ends rip ravines when you're part of label I'm a mash up of my media Flung from tumblr tongue from wikipedia Give my money up then get greedier Pictures with me are strung in sepia This part of the songs demonstrations a condemnation of nations of bombs and impatient ones lacing their arms frustration strong part of the wrong generation On a horse with the wrong elevation Puff pass hit a bong celebration For a seven minute long elation Relationships wander on vacation I'm surrounded by emptiness Empathy tempting me Wrenching my empty chest Derelict entropy With every answer yes Since elementary We don't let them teach us With what the inks imprinted just In sync with instinctiveness Jet fix is to beg forgiveness From all this wretched business Hedge bets with prestigiousness On your death bed wish list Crumbling mumbling you should have done something What with all of the suns that youve done seen Come and go and you know the one thing your left wanting is just one dream just one more, only thing you're left wanting is just one dream cause you spent all your time in a bind pushing green That's a life to rue not a life to rule with A life to screw with, a life to lose, a life of capsule sized chew mints, Derived from the advertisements that they trap you with Yeah you may see right through it And pop it on a vlog, doctored monologue Where the truth sits, But kanyes got a new pair of shoes So your YouTube views got two hits I don't hate modernity I just hate feeling like I do not have an identity And I'm real sick of the shit they been sending me Can't have my attention then you can't have a friend in me Most days I can't even create a face Hypocritical nympho a plain disgrace changing the way that I sit though don't change the way That we're all just info in a database And I don't mind That's the worst part Ive been trying from the verses start To remind myself of my morals but its hard to be formal with a burst heart After we'll have to regret it The chapter of the apathetic Will plaster the past with its rhetoric Humans shall consume and die, don't you're a heretic So what do I long for? I don't know, i don't know what to do im so indecisive i dont even try i'm still having troubling choosing a tattoo what represents me? what can make ends meet what if my friends leave what if it tempts me to climb a high cliff after my shift take off my shoes and then jump off the end meet death on the way tell em "hey like the hoodie the scythes a bit scary suppose that it should be which way am i headed up down back or middle" he'd shake me and blatantly say with a grin though "im afraid that it aint that simple" time to drink that payback vimto to waylay your rage, have you liked our afterlife facebook page? Heh. shit no. Sometimes the voice in my head Tries to convince the others I'm schizo They only go dead when I'm blitzed so I'm tumbling back again i should pack it in acting do you get the gist yo? caught in the awkward part of stardom The start of it, so it's hard not to be miserable
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